Pre vs. Post

Dedicated to Dr. Nadu Tuakli because every day is a glorious day!

I did not care I could notget out of the bed
my dreams laid on the coffee table
waiting to be spoken
I was sad a lotbut I faked a lot
I was dry
and my scent disappeared
I used to be horny at times
and then, I never wasI could not remember the last time I wanted some
I thought – “is this all there is to life?” often
waiting for someoneto come and turn on my life switch
lonely was my new best friendmy bed, was my loverexercise, I forgot howtears, always close byskin, no moistureeyes, half shutsoul, dormant
I did not know how bad I felt until I started feeling great again! 
I show up
I careI care that I matter
I care about myself
I care about my house
I care about my bodyI care about my lifeI care about my soul I careI care about what I let into my life and what I choose to keep outI care about what’s going on in me; and outside of memy scent came back; my horny came backmy moisture came back fuzzy thinking left and my sleep came backmore importantly, for realmy smile came back my care came backI let God open my mindtowards a solution – HRT!what am I talking about?“hormone replacement therapy”the bio-identical kindand I began to feel betterI regained the strength to turn my life switch back onI now careBecause I now matter
“Pleasant words are like a honeycomb, Sweetness to the soul and health to the bones.” – Proverbs 16:24